रविवार, २ मार्च, २००८

FEEling LAzyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Hi all.

It took me really long time to write third blog now. See this happens when you start something with good josh, and after sometime it when that josh ends na, everything goes in past which you try to avoid, may be not avoid, but you start feeling bored to do that.

Sometimes I feel, what made me so lazy. And immediately next question comes, is that engineering? What I did in engineering, if I had a closer look, “traveled daily from Thane to Andheri”, (Ohh, I still wonder how did I manage to do that, now a days, I find it impossible to travel by train from Thane to Mulund also). The time in the train was so unproductive. Rather I never tried to do something productive during that time. But let me say something here, u cant think of doing anything during that time. Imagine your condition when you are almost sandwiched between the passengers in the train, no place to put your foot, if you raise your leg up by even a inch, I bet you will have to go standing on one leg only.

So, in a nutshell, I didn’t do anything during that time, except wondering in my imaginations, my dreams, mostly of getting job, getting girlfriend, (probably that’s what always goes in mind of budding engineers—Naukari & Chhokari, there are few exceptions, but they are very few) mostly sleeping. Same activity for 4 hours a day ( 2hr for going to college and 2 hrs for coming back), five days a week, minimum (extra hours during festivals, and during classes). It made me so used to it that even now a days while sitting in office, I can’t avoid myself from getting lost in dreams, and thoughts, this is very true.

Ok, enough blame on traveling, now what next in blame line: Lectures? Probably yes! Or again my reluctance to listen in lecture? After traveling for two hours in tight rush, first 2 lectures are bound to be ignored, of course being a human, we require time to recover!, after those 2 lectures, sitting on same place again for more 2 lectures, and those two also before lunch, how can one concentrate yaar, its tough ask. And after all these, lecturer comes into picture, lecturer has to be extra ordinary in his job for making us listen to him, after all this, if he fails, we fail.

So again to cut whole story short, in four years of engineering, I did nothing, except coping assignments, studying at last minute during PL and somehow managing to pass to next semester. That habit of doing nothing is still not gone.

To add to this habit, again our jobs played great role, one month orientation program after joining company gave us training to sit at one place for continuous eight hours and doing nothing, the intentions behind it were good, to make us used to such situations.

So now, you know where this all laziness came from.

I can’t give any more excuses, as there is limit to everything yaar.

I won’t say sorry to people who read this crap, and felt wasted their time, as they are responsible for it.